Friday, February 23, 2007

new york, new world

this life is so surreal.
i'm home! i love it.

i've realized that i am independent by nature. i've learned that having one large group of friends is not in my nature. i've learned that having lots of different friends who i race all over to see not so daily fits me at the core.

i haven't written in forever and don't have the patience or confidence to at the moment. but i sit here, in my new-ish apt, alone and reflective and happy... and it feels great. the only thing static in my life is rusty. my other half. my crutch and my sweet dependent. we've come full circle and it's beautiful. i'm starting to know myself again. i think. i'm starting to know i have yet to find who i really am. but in my shoes today, i stand tall. i have my eyes forward and i really look forward to the next thing in my path.

here's to writing again! here's to wanting to say... it's all GREAT. and it's about time.

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